What if I can’t stop loving you?

Heyy mina, long time no see! Sorry about disappearing off the face of the earth, you know how that is sometimes. But I’m here in Japan at long last! My dream came true, and currently typing this as I listen to one of Okinawa’s famous typhoons haha. Anyway, today is apparently my 6-year anniversary on this website, what a coincidence. Well, here’s a new poem that may or may not be based on real life experiennceee, ok so it is. Here you go. XD

♥♠♦♣♦♥♠♣

What if I can’t stop loving you?

I was happy by myself and then you came

now you’re here but far away

and I have to tell my heart “be quiet.” 

What if our memories are connected by glue?

Every little thing reminds me of you

but you didn’t feel the same so now what

I have to tell my feelings to stop

but the brain has no power here. 

What if you’d said ‘yes’?

Maybe that’s scarier than ‘no’ 

my entire life would change and I

wouldn’t be able to predict the future then.

What If I can’t stop loving you?

But I must pretend for our friendship

still everything you do makes me smile

and crushes my heart all the while. 

Ripping my Heart (Poem)

Hey mina.. how are you guys? I’m not going to lie to you guys, I’m in a little pain. Heart-wise, if you know what I mean.. I’m just going to drop this poem here.

♠♢♣♤♥♧♦

 

Ripping my Heart

 

heat on my face.. glowing.. burning

I never got to be with you, so I induce the feeling

 

chocolates and caramel wrappers upon wrappers

ecstasy of the temporary

 

I’ve never felt this needy in my life

my heart is being tugged at every second of the day

 

why do you matter to me, short crush

why does it matter if you don’t feel the same anymore

 

who was I to heed to your requests, to sacrifice

you no longer text me as the day passes by

 

reel me in and throw me back but I can see it

in your eyes, that guilt

 

I want you to feel guilty, I’m sorry

I’m not perfect, but neither are you

 

I want to drink this pain away, just this once

 

so I can feel the heat I am deprived

 

 

not a soul in this world is satisfied

 

not even I

 

 

so I tip my glass

 

and drink it down like water

 

 

 

empty water

 

Hug (Poem~)

Heyo It’s ya girl, Aegyoo. Wow, I am the master of rhyming. Speaking of rhyming, and so conveniently timing(timed),  I have a new poem for you guys! It’s sickeningly sweet, so I’m sorry? It’s just about the feeling you get from hugging your crush. Simple, yet sweet. ^^ Enjoy~

 

Hug

 

my crush is about to…

I sense it like the flu

wear it like a cotton crew

boiling feelings overbrew.

my crush is….

giving me his heat

making my heart beat

I’m falling as if on sleet.

my crush…

I am holding his life

our memories and strife

please just make me a wife.

my…

letting go but smiling

our emotions spiraling

heartache is dialing.

 

ღAegyoChan♠